Progress

Given the comments you guys left and considering I hadn't read them, I find it kind of funny :P

He kissed my face like 50 times- no making out or actual kissing, just pecks, all on his side, because I'm too much of a chicken shit to do that. But I said bye to him like 40 times and gave him super long hugs!

Oh, and I gave him Christmas presents :D A beanie with the life mushroom from mario on it, which is also reversible! and I gave him a chibi Spongebob! His [Spongebob's] eyes were even chibi styled too :D he put that on his bed and he wore the hat the entire time I was over there.

I made him freak out though because we're standing in the parking lot in the middle of the road hugging, when I pulled away and quickly put my forehead against his and asked him, "hey, how much taller are you than me?" He pulled back slightly and said, "wait, what?!" and I said, "I wanna compare heights" so he stood there quietly (SHOCKER! :P) and he's maybe 3 inches taller than me.

Oh, and he was wearing a Death the Kid shirt :D When I told him I started watching it, he got all excited!

But almost even more important than that was I told my mom and she's supportive of it, since I know my dad is going to be a curmudgeon about everything. She actually convinced me to get him the presents, because I kept talking myself out of it. I thought that maybe he already had the beanie, so I almost didn't get that. I bought the Spongebob compulsively, because it's SPONGEBOB. Clearly, I need life to give me a shove before I do anything, which is sad.

I even texted him saying I got him presents and he kept saying I didn't have to. I felt silly, so even just giving him his present, I almost ran off before he even looked at it. I didn't wanna find out if my thought was wasted, because I didn't even consider that maybe he hadn't owned it. So, clearly, I have a long way to go.. if I go that route.

Soon though. Maybe. Perchance.

Super awkward fun time: when we're hugging, it's like intimate hug, so I kind of.. yeah and his shorts weren't of thick material.. and we're both nearly the same height so in close proximities.. yup. Not sure if he knew or maybe he knew and was doing that on purpose, but either way. meannnnnnnnnn

I dream of a day where I'll post quality things.

*edit at 1220am!*

He just texted me saying "theres something I wanted to ask you before you left but i kinda got nervous lol. Ill ask you when I next see you lol"

I'm texting him now and he's like, "you probably already know what I wanted to ask too, don't you?"

So.. needless to say, but I'm going to say it anyway, the next time I hang out with Blayn is gonna be srs bsns and wouldn't it be funny if it happened to be December 16th? I might quite possibly start dating on the very day that my life changed for the better just last year. crazy~ but I'm obviously gonna say all the things I have to say before I even answer, so the poor guy is gonna hate me by the end of it!