Because I'm silly and myself, is it weird that I don't think I'd date him, because I don't think he's serious about me or the potential of this getting a title?
Yeah? I thought so. The things I think about on a Saturday night when my finals are looming over me, but it's a legitimate thought. I've never seen him be serious about anything before and I'd rather not get hurt if it goes horribly wrong. He's liked me before, but decided to go back out with his ex - I don't think I'd be able to handle that. I don't want to be an after thought or a rebound. I want to be someone's first choice.
He makes me happy and laugh and we have a lot in common, but I guess I'm too scared for the consequences that I probably won't do anything. No one wants to date someone who can't hang out with you, because of classes. I just think I'm no good with relationships, because I can't find a balance. Plus, the last thing I wanna do is be the reason that someone is sad or gets hurt, because I can't do all the stereotypical things that are involved in a relationship.
And here I am, making a blog post about something that hasn't even happened, all because of ONE peck on the cheek. Look at my life. Look at my choices.
You are silly indeed. Jessica, If its a good guy you two will make it work despite your crazy schedule and without any difficulty at all. He will respect how hard you work.
ReplyDeleteAnd you are good at relationships, I know it, because you are an unbelievable person who truly cares about the people in her life and would never try to hurt someone.
I understand you not wanting to get hurt, nobody does and I don't know anything about this guy, but I do know that if you like him he has to be worth a shot.
Just know that you are amazing and you deserve someone really special.
d'awwww ashley <3 The ginger figured out who I was talking about, but just so you know from me, it's Blayn. #spoilers :P
ReplyDeleteI just feel like I wouldn't be the right fit for him, because of how he is and I don't even knowwwww! I think I'm just making excuses and flipping out for no reason (obviously) and I'm really nervous for the next time I see him!
Stop making excuses and go make out with him.
ReplyDeleteI kinda assumed it was him, but it is nice to know hehe
ReplyDeleteThere is a reason you are freaking out, you like him!!! Don't be nervous.
And you will never know unless you try. So I say go for it as well!