scheiße

"I, I wish that I could dance on a single prayer.
I, I wish I could be strong without somebody there.
I, I wish that I could dance on a single prayer.
I, I wish I could be strong without the scheiße, yeah."

As weird as this may sound, this seems like it's going to be my anthem. Among the many songs on this CD that I love, which trust me, I could spam post so many of them, this one gets the privilege of being posted first. Aside, from Edge of Glory which I posted when Gaga leaked it, but that's not the point. I'll also probably post Bloody Mary and maybe a few others :X

It's funny to think that I didn't actually commit to loving Lady Gaga until December/January. Funny story actually, the first time I ever heard "Bad Romance" was while I was driving to Ricky's house from FGCU and I sat in my car in shock. 'How did this song even get on the radio? This isn't even good!' I thought. It grew on me the more I made fun of it, plus it's so damn catchy that it was only a matter of time. I didn't think she was this amazing person; I saw her as more of a person that would come and go, much like other singers before her. I only ever heard her radio singles, which I enjoyed because of how upbeat and infectious they were, but I never bothered to listen to her other songs, let alone the songs she did before becoming Lady Gaga.

Then around December, when I was going through a hard time, which may sound moronic, but I was hurting, I decided to buy her two CDs on a whim. It was probably the most impulsive purchase I ever made just because I really had no reason to. I didn't know what I was getting into but that was the start.

Now look how far down the rabbit hole I am.

I have her t-shirts, a poster, I pre-ordered her deluxe CD and almost had a conniption waiting for it, I went to The Monster Ball with my best friend and nearly cried so many times during the concert, I don't talk about her in front of my parents because they don't understand and look at her on superficial levels. It's so bad that I don't even care that the previous "sentence" isn't even grammatically correct.

For anyone who actually read this and is curious, the title "Scheiße" means "shit" aka "bullshit".