MY HEART. OH MY GOODNESS. This dood is after my heart ♥
"The way you make me feel is like, smelling fresh cut grass or being in the back of a convertible under the stars. Or returning home from a long trip or just driving with no destination in the summer. It's like the feeling you get when you get an ‘A’ on your report card and your parents tell you how proud they are. Or when you hear your family laugh together or the whooshing of a tunnel when you drive with the windows down. It's like when you’re outside on a hot summer day and you have a cold glass of water or when you talk to an old friend after a month or two, yet the two of you are still as close as ever. It's like the feeling you get when you hear your favorite childhood song on the radio for the first time in years, you turn it up and feel so alive. Or laying in bed during winter break, knowing you don’t have to get up for hours and getting to just lay in the warmth of your comforters. It's the way your stomach flip flops during your first true kiss or how your body feels when you take off in an airplane for the first time. Or when you drive around in the front seat of the car that belongs to the boy you like, and even though you should feel scared beyond control because he's driving so fast and stupid, you feel so safe and alive. Yeah, that feeling. The way you make me feel, feels good to me."
"I remember when we used to talk about getting married to each other or that when I got married, we would still hang out as much, if not more than how we used to. For some reason, you never thought you'd get married, but you always left that option open for me. Now you're dating and I get a twinge in my heart when I think it's not going to be the same anymore. But in reality, all it takes is one look in your eyes to calm all my fears. It's that look when you walk into a room and you see that I'm there. You probably aren't even aware of how genuinely happy and excited you look for that split second. I must cause you a lot of grief with your girlfriend, because she might not understand, but for us, nothing's changed. You still make me feel like the most important person to you. You've never given me a reason to think otherwise. Words can't describe how that makes me feel, but with each excited glance and wide-brimmed smile, you can't possibly know how much that gets my hopes up."
Obviously I didn't make the videos, but this guy has so many other songs that are as adorable and so honest. I'm swooning over this. That's some serious shit.
Quotes/Giant chunks of passage may not or may *cough* have been written by me, but the feelings behind them are something that I think about everyday ♥ It's not always perfect, because clearly it isn't, but I can hope that one day it will be pretty close to that. That's all I really can do at this point!!
I decided to stop looking for a perfect love and find a love that feels perfect. Because, ya know, there's a complete difference. *slight sarcasm* A perfect love doesn't have any problems or flaws, but a love that feels perfect is one where the problems don't affect the relationship. Too often did I let things get in the way of my happiness with someone & when looking back on it, it was never that big of a deal. At the time, it meant a lot, because my trust was broken and my feelings were hurt, but I think that when I meet that guy that makes me want to push through the scheiße, then I'll be set. I've got all my chickens lined up right now and it can only get better from here on out :D
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