Meeting up

with Blayn on Wednesday so he can ask me that thing he meant to ask on Sunday night! I think he's going to ask me out.. or whatever way he'll actually put it, because I'm sure it will be dorky, much like him.

But I already told him that I'm gonna have to talk with him, because obviously if I was to date him, I'd have to make sure he understands everything and why I'll be awkward, because unlike him, I haven't dated a lot of people nor have I ever dated just for fun, so yeah. Wednesday is going to be a giant cluster fuck of crazy, because I have exams from 7:30-1:30 (I'll get out early though) and then I'm going to Cracker Barrel with my lab group and then I have to volunteer at Petco (which is supposed to be my last day but I'm gonna miss the cats so damn much that I'm putting it off - look at my life) and then this Blayn stuff where it's gonna be as srs bsns as any conversation with him can be.

Wish me luck you guys! Not necessarily on my finals, although that's needed too, but moreso to have the strength to actually say what I need to say and not get completely embarrassed about it!