Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Jessica has

Can I just say that even though he drives me up the wall and makes me want to punch him in the face, that sometimes his texts really make me smile, because he's such a dork?

Sometimes, the texts annoy me, but other times, it's just really cute. I probably only feel that way because his general lack of knowledge makes me take a step back and laugh. I like when I make him freak out over things too, but that might be because I'm sadistic.. or a troll.. either way :)

So, thank you, nameless dude, for reminding me that I'm not an automaton who is only capable of getting butterflies for manga/anime characters.

Now if only I could just (1) get over the fact you irritate me beyond all measure, (2) deal with the fact things are extremely complicated, and (3) that I could actually decide how I feel about you without changing my mind in 3.5 seconds.

*edit* NOT ABOUT WATSON.

I wrote this because a guy kept texting me random things while I was trying to study/be productive & because my phone is lame with texting and I get lazy, when he asked how I was, I said I was freaking out, which caused him to freak out asking me if he should come over or not because he thought there was a legitimate problem, which made me laugh/smile/made me write this! It's complicated with him, because life is complicated and I'm stuck in a love square and it's super awkward. It's also complicated, because I do not have time for dating, but all I know is that he makes me laugh and that I'm happy to talk with him and I get jittery with him. I play it off and I'm really mean to him, like REALLY mean (meaner than I am to Watson if you can believe it; this is also another reason why it's complicated, because he probably doesn't think I reciprocate his feelings) - anything he says I insult him for it, because he gets all depressed and like a little kid about until I take it back and say something nice. He's a complete derp about EVERYTHING, but he's nice - he's just really annoying and I think it's because he's nice.

The entire situation with him is annoying and I'd like not to deal with it, but it's kind of there.

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11 comments:

  1. I'm worried, because this sounds like you're talking about me....

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  2. NO. As a Tesse shipper that could never happen, plus you're strictly my friend only!!

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  3. THANK GOD. No offense, but I am taken and you lack certain appendages that I find necessary to operate with....




    Like a penis.

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  4. OBVIOUSLY. My situation with this guy is less complicated than if I was harboring feelings for you! I think I'm gonna kick you for even thinking that!!

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  5. Your post was vague enough with your details that they could easily be directed at me!

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  6. NO! You weren't even texting me at 8 which was what spurred me to write this!!!

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  7. You had not mentioned that, Jess-chan.

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  8. Besides for these moments when you completely misunderstand things, you don't irritate me, otherwise I wouldn't consider you one of my best friends!

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  9. I have edited and added new information to deter people like Ashley from assuming the wrong thing!

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  10. I love you guyssss! And we need a gossip sesh just sayin'

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  11. :P I love you tooooooo! I don't have anything to gossip about :P but I can't wait until all of us can hang out again!!!

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