Some Serious Business

(wtf is this picture and why is this girl on top of a stove? Oh, wait, she has a glass of vodka in her hands. This makes so much more sense now.)

Have you ever had life present an opportunity to you that you would totally do, but then life throws you a curve-ball of responsibility and you may not be able to, but you totally want to and then you have that HUGE dilemma inside you of internal conflict? Yeah, I'm experiencing that because I want to be an Orientation Leader/Parent Program Assistant over the summer. But I also want to be able to go to an anime convention, which may or may not conflict with my duties because I don't know how often or how much I'll be working.

I'm also volunteering with Petco (TRAINING ON SATURDAY OMG!!!) for one hour each week, so I'm super duper scared to have that going on in my summer, but it's technically not a job or employment since I don't get paid for cleaning up kitty poo and feeding the cute cuddly cats =]

I'm so torn, because I have all of these desires and wants, like joining the FGCU Video Game Club and other things like that, but life and college will refuse my complete happiness by making it nearly impossible for me to juggle everything I want to do, because I still wanna be able to work out, eat like a pig, dabble in my nerd-dom, and sleep for long amounts of time =/

I'm such a lazy bear, but I need my laziness otherwise I'd explode from craziness and stress!