Tonight I got inducted into Phi Eta Sigma and it was a lot of fun! I saw a lot of people I knew, told them congrats, saw Eileen! and chit chatted with her for a bit! I'm hoping to put together another movie night and hopefully it goes well!! =]
I realized tonight as I prepared my outfit for the following day, another day that I would have to dress up for, that I'm completely obsessed with trying to look good by my own standards. If other people find me attractive, then that's great. My important thing: looking attractive to myself.
I also realized that it feels like I have no clothes to wear for such occasions although I have a plethora of clothes. I think I have clothes envy, because I'll see outfits I like that other girls wear, and then when I look at what I wore, which I originally thought was nice, I don't think it is anymore because their outfit looks much better.
Is there even such a thing as clothes envy? It's like penis envy, but with clothes. How insightful!
"Hell, I am young. I am free. My teeth are clean. The sun shines. To hell with everything else." (Stephen Fry)
i know and your standards cause me to bang head against the wall trying to convince you that you look great in what your wearing!!!! 8p
ReplyDeletewell can you blame me!? haha all the girls looked nice tonight except for me because I looked frumpy! hmph =P
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