Repeat? Not really. Random? Entirely.

That moment where you do something that's potentially going to get you into trouble later on? That moment where your rational side flies out the window, because you have a lapse of judgement? That moment where you don't know if what you just did was actually a good decision or not, but you definitely know that it's a pinnacle moment for you?

Yup.

It's most likely a bad decision when someone I haven't talked to in ~3 years says, "sounds good bitchh". BUT I'm a big girl and can handle myself.. LIKE A DRAGONBORN!

I seem to be experiencing a lot more. Maybe it's because I have more time devoted to the internet, like I used to, way back when during Verot. Maybe it's because I'm trying to be more open-minded.

I've always been jealous of my brother, because he has this group of friends that is SO amazing. He's had the same best friend since middle school and his group of friends is so tight knit. They always have the greatest times together, because they all have the "to hell with it" attitude and they just DO what they want.

Even if I make mistakes along the way by associating with people who may or may not be good for me, I still need that growth. I don't want to live my life regretting things, because I've done that enough already.

Here's to a future brimming with all sorts of possibilities for the taking =] And to kick off my weekend tomorrow, I shall be tromping in swamps (with my nonexistent water clothes), signing up for a marathon class, visiting the Theater Witch, and watching one of my best friends show me his teeth :P