Because I'm silly and myself, is it weird that I don't think I'd date him, because I don't think he's serious about me or the potential of this getting a title?
Yeah? I thought so. The things I think about on a Saturday night when my finals are looming over me, but it's a legitimate thought. I've never seen him be serious about anything before and I'd rather not get hurt if it goes horribly wrong. He's liked me before, but decided to go back out with his ex - I don't think I'd be able to handle that. I don't want to be an after thought or a rebound. I want to be someone's first choice.
He makes me happy and laugh and we have a lot in common, but I guess I'm too scared for the consequences that I probably won't do anything. No one wants to date someone who can't hang out with you, because of classes. I just think I'm no good with relationships, because I can't find a balance. Plus, the last thing I wanna do is be the reason that someone is sad or gets hurt, because I can't do all the stereotypical things that are involved in a relationship.
And here I am, making a blog post about something that hasn't even happened, all because of ONE peck on the cheek. Look at my life. Look at my choices.
