If only memories could replace the present, then everything would be better.
This is a blog to commemorate a giant step forward. I'm eliminating a negative influence for all it's worth, and maybe, just maybe, a positive will come out of it. Whether the positive influence is your doing or not makes no difference. I'm not sitting around for you to toy with anymore; I'm not someone else's baggage you can just push onto others when it inconveniences you. Sometimes you'll actually have to take legitimate responsibility for your actions, and I'm tired of sugar-coating it for you, because you're so god damn dense.
I spell things out for you and you won't learn or listen. What's the point in further communication when you won't take the moral of a situation and improve upon that? Oh yeah, that's right. There is no point.
So here's a challenge. If you want me then how about proving that you actually do, rather than acting like some pathetic panda or Quinlan where you show literally NO emotion whatsoever. No guarantee that this will work, but you know what, you honestly have nothing else to lose and I couldn't care less. You've padiddled for almost a month now, so you can waste your own time now should this actually be worth what you consistently say it is.
To answer your question, if you're even reading this blog, the connection that I was worried to lose was ultimately with you, because for some stupid reason, I gave a shit about you when you couldn't seem to give me the same treatment.
"There is a time for departure even when there is no certain place to go." (Tennessee Williams)
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