Blast From The Past Recap #2

^^ my feelings for that night =X

June 21st, 2008

"i don't even know how to type what happened tonight - but oh my god. that sums up EVERYTHING. didnt see a movie tonight - because he wanted to 'talk' ha. so we drove around and talked for like 5 hours haha. spent most of it at camp though - we walked around everywhere - through the kickball fields, to the little kid camp, around the teen camp, in the woods by the little kid camp (apparently theres a path there). and anyway we got to the little kid camp - and ricky wanted to hop the fence so we could take a short cut.. so he hopped over it. and i was like "hm i dont wanna jump it" because last time i did - i hurt myself/ripped my shirt. haha. so he was like "c'mon i'll help you" and he sticks his arm out. and i was like "but i dont want tooo" so i put my hands on the fence and was leaning forward. he walked over - leaned forward. and was like "i got you though" and i was like "mhm i know that i just dont want to jump it" all the while getting progressively closer - so we're at the point where our foreheads + noses are touching.. and i'm just staring at him and hes just looking at me. he pulls away, sighs, and hops over the fence and we walked around. =)

no - the night got better than that. just wait.

so we get to the bleachers.. we're laying down on them side by side. i see a star so obviously i'm like "AH ITS A STAR!!" so ricky said "make a wish" and i did. and he was asking me what i wished for. and i was giving him a hard time saying "i dont knowww.." haha. even though i knew (and he knew too) that my wish involved him. so he takes my hand and leads me back behind the field by a tree and says "tell me.." and he's gently tickling me - but i flip out and i'm trying to move away without getting his attention by saying 'oh hey jessica's ticklish!' so he noticed and tickled me more. so i had to lace my hands in his to stop him from tickling me. so my hands were by my chest - so he could prob feel my heartbeat 50 mph. and he's rubbing his finger on my hand and he has his mouth by my ear and says "tell me". so i laughed and was like "hm no" so he said "and why not?" (keep in mind none of this is even being said - it's being whispered in my ear) so i was like "because you know.." and he said "yeah and? maybe i want to hear you say it" at this point my hands are still laced behind his but he moved them so they are behind his back. and he said tell me.. again. and i said "i think you have a pretty good idea".. i look him in the eyes. and he leans in saying "yeah i think i do.."


Who says your first kiss can't be perfect and magical and everything you ever thought it would be? Well, I can honestly say I didn't even imagine it'd be this good! 6 more days baby ♥

*edit* blog ends abruptly because my e-mail to my cousin ended with me saying I'd tell her all about it in person. =P I figured that mattered - soooooo yeah! Nothing like a first kiss pinned up against a fence at a dark baseball field ♥ I wouldn't trade that moment for anything =)