To be honest, I don't know if I would. I mean, don't people say we dislike others because they posses qualities we hate about ourselves? I think at one point this would have been an automatic yes, but now it's so complicated given how I am now. Would I meet myself in passing or would I meet myself alone without any outside pressures? It really affects whether or not I would, and I almost feel like that isn't fair of myself - go figure haha. I don't know, nowadays I'm two people; I'm not necessarily two-faced like I'm always lying to people. But I'm just two separate entities that have to fit inside one body.
I think everyone has this sort of problem. When we are around our parents, we act differently than when we are around our friends. Just with me it's more like am I with or without Ricky and that determines how I act. I don't act like a party girl when he's not there, but that's really how I'm divided up.
If I met myself when she's with Ricky, I might like her. If I met myself when she's without Ricky, I might not like her. It just really depends - I'm so wishy washy =P
I have a lot of aspects about myself that I hate that I see manifested in others such as, pessimism, bitchiness, etc. I think I could learn to like myself if I met me, but answering this question now, I would say I wouldn't like me =/
"Monsters are real. Ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes they win." (Stephen King)
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