Austin

(I have no eyes and the fact Austin's mouth is open while eating food, was because of who was taking the picture :P)

I feel the need to make this post, because it's totally necessary & because the challenge of the day today wasn't great in the least :P

I ate lunch with him on Sunday at Beef O Brady's and I asked him how the apartment searching went, because he's going to Orlando for college. To make matters worse, he's most likely moving sometime in July, which means I will have even less time to hang out with him than I already do & then he's gonna be away and he shall forget about me! Cue me perpetually crying/dying.

It is a slight fear of mine, although it's completely unwarranted, considering even after not really speaking for 2 years, we just jumped right back into the friendship from before. It just saddens me to know that there won't be any more spontaneous plans made where he calls me on the phone to ask if I'm hungry. If I'm ever in a bad mood and need to just relax/calm down, I can't ask him to go get ice cream with me - yes, a lot of my solutions for problems involve talking it over with food - and even my fortune from that night's dinner said, "If you're ever feeling under the weather, contact an old friend," and when I read it out loud, Austin looked at me with a creeper stare.

It's the little moments like that, like like getting upset when he laughed at Ray's death in The Princess & the Frog, like laughing at Mufasa's death but trying our hardest not to let Sarah hear us, like having a rave in his truck where we sang/screamed Lady Gaga lyrics.

:/ I'm just gonna miss him a lot and he hasn't even left yet, but I'm still freaking out about it, because that's who I am. I'm silly like that.