Today is been a bit of a ho-hum day, where I haven't felt like accomplishing anything substantial or fulfilling. I have homework due for next week, consisting of reading Act 1 of Midsum and reading 3 chapters for Colloquium and writing in my environmental journal, but you know I didn't do any of that.
What did I do today? I'm not quite sure myself, seeing as how I'm pretty sure whatever time I spent away from the dorm or doing something at my dorm got canceled out by how much I've slept today. I haven't really eaten and for some reason, my stomach doesn't seem too upset with me. I don't feel like cooking anything and there's nothing at the dorm that makes my stomach scream for it. I don't feel like driving to obtain food from some fast food place, but at the same time I do, if only to listen to a CD that I've been listening to for 2 weeks now.
Doesn't seem very healthy to me, but c'est la vie, I suppose. For whatever reason my neck has been killing me, possibly because some bitter dead Asian is straddling my neck, like in that one movie which scared the crap out of me and made me fearful for when I experienced bodily pain for no reason. Watching Spongebob put me to sleep, which CLEARLY denotes a problem. I don't sleep during Spongebob - I watch with full attention and laugh uproariously.
I highly loathe days in which I feel like I have no purpose, like those of an amoeba. I'm sure they question their existence daily too. All I can say is thanks a bunch to whoever wished me to feel like I'm trudging through Hell, when I have no reason to feel that way. It's so entirely complicated yet simple at the same time - it really just boils down to a lack of motivation.
I blame one person in particular for the mood I'm in, but it makes no difference regardless, because now I'm just torturing myself.
Sweet baby Jesus, looking back on my old posts makes me sick.
What did I do today? I'm not quite sure myself, seeing as how I'm pretty sure whatever time I spent away from the dorm or doing something at my dorm got canceled out by how much I've slept today. I haven't really eaten and for some reason, my stomach doesn't seem too upset with me. I don't feel like cooking anything and there's nothing at the dorm that makes my stomach scream for it. I don't feel like driving to obtain food from some fast food place, but at the same time I do, if only to listen to a CD that I've been listening to for 2 weeks now.
Doesn't seem very healthy to me, but c'est la vie, I suppose. For whatever reason my neck has been killing me, possibly because some bitter dead Asian is straddling my neck, like in that one movie which scared the crap out of me and made me fearful for when I experienced bodily pain for no reason. Watching Spongebob put me to sleep, which CLEARLY denotes a problem. I don't sleep during Spongebob - I watch with full attention and laugh uproariously.
I highly loathe days in which I feel like I have no purpose, like those of an amoeba. I'm sure they question their existence daily too. All I can say is thanks a bunch to whoever wished me to feel like I'm trudging through Hell, when I have no reason to feel that way. It's so entirely complicated yet simple at the same time - it really just boils down to a lack of motivation.
I blame one person in particular for the mood I'm in, but it makes no difference regardless, because now I'm just torturing myself.
Sweet baby Jesus, looking back on my old posts makes me sick.
I have those malaise days too. They can be extremely unpleasant.
ReplyDeleteAct 1 of Midsum goes super fast. Plus, we've acted in it, so we already know it all.
Sucky days are sucky, but thank god you can bounce back eventually! haha I know, but I don't wanna go into the class, being like, "I was in this play, so therefore I know all of it!" I will admit to not really paying attention to any scenes unless I was in it, so I never really got to see you 4 perform =X
ReplyDeleteI always hated that Billy Shake had to pick 2 H names for the leading ladies, Helena and Hermia, because it's too damn confusing. I think I'll switch it to Lorena and Maureen once I re-read =P If I get any questions wrong in my scene/our last scene in the play I'm gonna be super pissed and through a diva tantrummm!