I should probably outline my blogs that way they make sense =/

As someone who has had a weird sort of year for 2010, where I'm not quite sure how I feel about it, I'm excited for the new year. I look forward to the new experiences, whether good or bad, because we've all made it this far and have gone through our own personal hells.

If I was to make a resolution, which I haven't because I don't know what I want or what would be something worth making one and keeping it, I would probably resolve to stay the way I am. My parents and I were discussing what literary or film character we resemble - naturally I picked Belle from Beauty & the Beast, but I also thought of perhaps Sailor Jupiter, but I already discussed my similarities with her in a previous post. I picked Belle, because I feel like I have the most in common with her: the pony tail, the love of books, the stubbornness, the emphasis on family, and reckless behavior for what I believe is right. I'm also going to attempt being more overt, because I have no reason to censor myself for others' benefits.

If anything that would be the hardest thing, due to the fact that I think of others before myself. In a world where it's dog-eat-dog, I'm tired of getting hurt by people who don't care about me as much as they say they do. If I wanted pain, I'd just jump into a fire or sit in a room by myself ruing over my issues. I'm tired of putting forth so much effort with people just to be met with cold stares and to be bad mouthed behind my back. I wanna purge the negatives and gain the positives back, to be the best person that I can possibly be while guarding myself from those who want nothing more than to tear other people down.

There's honestly nothing more revolting than knowing people live to see others suffer in order for their own personal enjoyment. I hope all of those that may be reading this blog stay strong against those people and I wish everyone the strength to follow whatever goals or resolutions they may make despite the adversity. I genuinely wish you all the best year possibly and I hope you all stay safe on life's incredible journey =)